I found out on Monday
that I had been accepted into the rehab program there at the hospital and that
they were just waiting to get insurance approval. In the meantime a physical therapist from
down in rehab came up to evaluate me and then showed me how to use a
walker. I was able to get out of the
chair I was in all by myself and use the walker to walk around my room. I did this a couple of times and the therapist
was happy with my ability to use the walker.
We found out later that day that our insurance had approved rehab and
that I was now just waiting for a room to open up on the rehab floor.
On Tuesday morning we were informed that a room was
available for me down in rehab but I didn’t get moved down there until that
afternoon. I wouldn’t start any therapy
until Wednesday morning. When I was
transferred to the rehab unit it was really hard on me. Even though I knew I needed to go to rehab I
didn’t want to go and became emotional.
One of the workers on the rehab floor noticed and told me that I would
love it there, but I didn’t believe her.
I text one of my friends and told him that I was scared and that I
didn’t think I could do this. He text me
back a little while later and told me that I would be amazing and that I could
do it. That helped but I was still
nervous. After getting settled into my
new room I had my IV taken out since I didn’t need it (I was off pain medicine
for my back). A little bit later one of the resident neurosurgeons came down
and took out the stitches in my back. My
incision was probably 14 inches long so it took some time for all the stitches
to come out and thankfully it wasn’t too painful. For the rest of the day I just got adjusted
to being in a new room, met the rehab doctors and tried not to think about
starting therapy the next day. That
night one of my nephew’s called me to read me a bedtime story before he went to
bed. It made my night! My niece and nephews definitely know how to
cheer me up.
In rehab you don’t find out your schedule for the day until
the morning of, which makes it kind of hard because you don’t know if you can
sleep in. My first day of rehab started
at 7:30 am with my occupational therapist coming into my room to evaluate me
and see what I was capable of doing by myself.
Once I had finished breakfast and had shown her that I could do most
things by myself we went down to the occupational therapy gym. For my first session I had to see how long
and well I could stand. To do this my
therapist set up a strategy game for me at a table. Standing was kind of hard and tiring. My therapist stood right beside me holding
onto my gate belt (which looks like a seat belt and normally goes around your
waist, but because of my incision I had the gate belt put around my chest) in
case I started to fall. I think I stood
for 10-15 minutes before I had to sit back down because I was so tired. My therapy session ended after 90 minutes and
I had to see a speech therapist for an evaluation next. My dad and I couldn’t figure out why I had to
see speech therapy when nothing was wrong with my speech. We met with the speech therapist for about
two minutes before she told us that I didn’t need speech therapy. We went back up to my room after that for a
little break before I headed off to physical therapy.
I had two physical therapists. One was a student who worked
alongside the physical therapist that was assigned to me. For my first therapy session I used a walker
to walk about 300 steps. I would walk
through the occupational therapy gym, down a hallway and turn and walk back
into the physical therapy gym. Once I
did that I rested and then went and worked on climbing the stairs that they had
in the gym. I had to hold onto both
railings but I was able to climb the stairs.
My form wasn’t great and I had a hard time getting my left foot in the
right position to climb effectively.
After climbing the stairs a few times I went back to my wheelchair to
rest. While I was sitting in my
wheelchair my therapist had me close my eyes and she moved my feet in different
directions and I had to say which way it was facing. This exercise was to see if I could tell
where I was in space. This was a really
hard exercise for me because I really couldn’t tell where my foot was in
space. After my therapy session was over I went back
to my room for lunch and to rest before my next Occupational and Physical
therapy sessions. I wasn’t in a very
good mood because I really didn’t want to be in rehab. My dad encouraged me to change my attitude
and set goals that I wanted to accomplish in physical therapy while I was there. I decided to do that and tried to have a more
positive attitude. My goals were to walk
without a walker, climb the stairs, get my balance back, and know where I was
in space. For the next two therapy
sessions that day my mom came with me so my dad could work. I don’t remember what I did in occupational
therapy but I’m pretty sure I did more standing. In physical therapy I walked 300 steps again,
did the stairs, and worked on my balance.
The balance exercise was probably my favorite thing because I felt like
I had made progress. For the exercise my
therapist stood right by me in case she needed to grab onto my gate belt and
hold me up, while my mom threw a beach ball at me. The goal was for me to catch the ball and
throw it back to my mom. I did really
well with this exercise. I think that
because I had something to focus on (catching the ball) I didn’t feel like my
balance was off. When I took my eyes off
the ball I noticed that I had more trouble with my balance. Overall I thought the session went really
well and I was very happy to be done with therapy for the day. The rest of the day I just relaxed and took a
nap because I was so exhausted from therapy.
After my first day of therapy I got settled into a
routine. I would sleep until breakfast
and my therapy schedule for the day came.
I would eat breakfast and then go back to sleep until I had to go to
therapy which started at nine in the morning the rest of the time I was in
rehab. My dad would come with me to my
occupational therapy session in the morning since my mom wasn’t at the hospital
yet. Then in the afternoon my mom would
come to my occupational therapy session.
My dad made sure that he was always at my physical therapy sessions so
he could see what they were having me do so I could do the exercises when I
went home.
My therapy sessions were pretty much the same most
days. In occupational therapy I worked
on standing a lot to see how long I could stand without help. I made improvements every day. I would practice my balance in OT by playing Wii
sports and other games. To keep my arm
strength up I would work out on a couple different machines for 15 minute
intervals. I hated those workouts. During OT I was also taught how to transfer
in and out of bed as well as the shower.
This was pretty easy for me and I didn’t really need to practice. One of my favorite OT sessions is when I got
to cook in the kitchen. With the help of
my therapist and my mom I made some sort of soup and then brownies. I still wasn’t sure why I needed occupational
therapy and I really dreaded going to each session, this started halfway
through my rehab stay. In physical
therapy I walked in every session and in each session I increased how far I
would walk. Unfortunately my left knee
would always buckle so my therapist would always be pulling up on my gate belt
which was painful. I would also work on
the stairs, do balance exercises, and work on getting my core stronger. I hated the core exercises because they were
really hard to do. I was put on the
total gym two different sessions to do squats.
I didn’t think I could do it but couldn’t stop until I had done 10
squats with both my feet and then 10 with each foot separately. When I worked on the total gym my dad
discovered that my left foot was turning in and I couldn’t place it flat of the
board to do my squats. Between my dad
and my therapist they were able to hold my foot flat so I could do the
squats. I continued to have problems
with this after I got home.
After my second full day of rehab some techs from radiology
came into my room to do an ultrasound on my legs to check for blood clots
because I refused one dose of heparin.
The ultrasound took forever and was pretty painful because my legs were
still hyper sensitive. After determining
that my right leg was clear they moved on to the left leg. The tech took forever in one spot on my
thigh. The vein wasn’t compressing the
way it should. They checked the rest of
my leg and it looked good. Later that
night the resident doctor came in and informed my parents and me that I had a
blood clot in my left thigh. We weren’t
convinced because I have some pretty weird anatomy in my legs. Since the doctors were sure it was a blood
clot they had to decide what blood thinner to put me on. It was either going to be Coumadin or
Xeralto. They had to talk with other
doctors about it, since I have a heart condition they wanted to do what was
best. Until a blood thinner was decided
I had to have Lovenox injections which was not pleasant. These injections are done in the
stomach. Since I had hardly any fat on
my stomach it was pretty painful. These
injections were given twice a day. I only
ended up having to have the Lovenox injections twice. The doctors finally decided that Xeralto
would be the best medicine for me. The
only down side to it was that if I started bleeding it would take forever to
stop because there was not a counter drug to stop it like Coumadin. I still didn’t believe I had a blood clot but
at least I didn’t have to have my blood thickness checked multiple times since
I wasn’t on Coumadin.
When I agreed to go to rehab I wanted to be done by the
weekend because my neurosurgeon said I only had to be there a couple of
days. Unfortunately my therapists and
the rehab doctors didn’t think I was ready to go home on the weekend. They believed that I would benefit by staying
until the following Wednesday. I wasn’t
thrilled with this news because I was so ready to go home.
My dad had been staying with me the entire time I was in the
hospital which I was extremely grateful for.
I don’t know what I would have done without him. He was getting tired of the hospital and
really needed a break. He talked to my
brother who agreed to come and spend some time with me on Saturday so my dad
could go and do his temple assignment at the Bountiful Temple. Saturday came and after doing my therapy
sessions I got to spend time with my brother.
Before my parents left for the temple my dad showed my brother how to
help me if I needed to get out of bed.
We reassured my dad that we would be fine and he finally left. I was so happy my brother was there because I
needed a break from my dad as well. We
watched a movie and then we went down to the cafeteria to eat dinner. The only thing that was open was the
grill. We both got something different
from the grill, slurpees, and chocolate cake to share. The only nutritious thing on our trays was an
apple. As we were eating my sister text
my brother to see what we were up to. He
text her back telling her we were eating everything dad wouldn’t approve
of. After we got back to my room I
talked with my sister, facetimed my sister in-law and nephews, and then we went
and wandered the halls. It was great to
get out of my room and just spend time with my brother. He had been amazing to me during everything
I’d been going through. After wandering the halls for a while we went back to
my room and found a movie on TV. My dad
came in not very long after. We were
both surprised because we weren’t expecting him for at least another hour. I had a great night and enjoyed spending it
with my brother.
Sunday came and I was very happy because not only did I have
the day off from therapy but I was able to attend sacrament meeting with the
little branch that met at the hospital.
When the meeting started the spirit was so strong. I was overcome with emotion and knew that I
needed to be at that meeting that day.
It was a great experience to partake of the sacrament and listen to the
talks that were given by a husband and wife who were assigned to the
branch. The members made me feel welcome
and I appreciated that. For the rest of
the day we listened to some Sunday music to help us stay focused on the Sabbath
day. We skyped with my sister and I was
able to take a nap. I definitely got the
rest that I needed that day. I felt
spiritually and physically renewed. That
night after my mom had left my dad made me go for a walk with my walker. He pushed me in my wheelchair to a hallway
that was deserted. From there I used my
walker to walk down the hall, and then back to my wheelchair. It was a long walk and it took me forever
because I was so slow. But the good news
was that my left knee didn’t buckle once!
That was the first time it hadn’t buckled. I was very happy about that. After I made it back to my wheelchair we went
back to my room to drop off my walker and then we went on a walk around the
hospital. It was nice to get out of my
room and spend some time with my dad talking about different things. On our way back to my room he asked me a
question that made me stop and think for a minute. He asked me if I thought Christ walked the
halls of the hospital. He told me he
knew that Christ walked the halls at Primary Children’s Hospital. I thought about that question for a minute
and the spirit testified to me that Christ does indeed walk the halls of the
hospital. I knew that my Savior was very
aware of me and what I was going through.
I also knew that he was aware of everyone else who was in the
hospital. That knowledge really helped
me know that I was not alone and that my Savior was on my side and would help
me through the hard times. I already had
a testimony of this but it was strengthened that night.
The last two days of my rehab stay seemed to go by so slow. I
managed to get through my therapy sessions where I continued to make
improvements. I didn’t meet my goal of
being able to walk without a walker while in therapy but I was okay with going
home on a walker. I had made a lot of
progress and knew that I would continue to improve at home.
The day for me to be discharged finally came. We were hoping to be out of the hospital
early but of course that didn’t happen.
It took forever for discharge pharmacy to come and give me my medicine
and then wait for the rehab doctors to come and talk with me. When everyone I had to see finally left we
asked my aide to inform my nurse that I was ready for transport to come get
me. After almost an hour of waiting for
transport to come my dad decided he would take our bags to the car and come
back with a wheelchair to take me to the car because we weren’t waiting anymore. When he got back to my room transport still
hadn’t come so I got into the wheelchair and my dad proceeded to take me out of
the hospital. We made it to the end of
the unit before we were stopped by my nurse and the charge nurse who told my
dad that he just couldn’t take me. We
were told we had to wait for transport.
My dad wasn’t happy and told them that we had been waiting for almost an
hour for transport (my nurse never called them). He told them we weren’t waiting anymore and
that we were leaving. So we left and I
was sure that security was going to come after us. We got to the car and I was finally
free! It felt like it had been forever
since I had been outside. The drive home
was a little painful because of all the bumps but I was happy to finally be
going home after spending two weeks in the hospital.
I arrived home the day before Thanksgiving so my mom was in
the kitchen cooking when my dad and I pulled into our garage. Getting up our garage stairs and into the
house was hard. I noticed that my
balance wasn’t good and I had a hard time keeping myself upright even though I
was holding onto my dad. I made it in
and to our couch where I stayed for a while because I wasn’t ready to try and
walk with my walker yet. When I finally
did start using my walker it felt weird at first because I wasn’t used to
walking on carpet. Every time I went
somewhere either my mom or dad would be right beside me to make sure I didn’t
lose my balance and fall. The last thing
we wanted was for me to fall. I started
to feel more confident using the walker as the day went on and eventually my
parents trusted me enough to walk by myself without them having to be near me
every time I went somewhere.
Even though I felt like I was making progress at home I
still had this fear that I couldn’t do things that I could once do. On my second night being home my dad wanted
me to try and climb our step stool as an exercise. I didn’t want to do it and kept telling him I
wasn’t ready. He told me I was. I held onto his arms as I managed to climb
onto the first step. I was pretty scared
and wanted to get back down. I then had
to climb to the next stair. I really
didn’t want to do this but I did. I got
to the top step and clung onto my dad and just cried. I was so scared! I couldn’t feel very well
and my balance was terrible. I was
scared that I was going to fall even though my dad reassured me that he
wouldn’t let me fall. Climbing back down
was just as hard as climbing up the steps.
I couldn’t feel where my feet were and that’s a scary feeling. I finally made it back to the floor and have
never climbed that step stool since.
As part of my home therapy a physical therapist would come
every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday to work with me. The exercises I had to do were pretty easy
and I didn’t see how they would help me.
My therapist would remind me to take it easy because I was only a couple
weeks out of back surgery. I wanted to tell
him that I had done harder exercises in rehab where I was only one week out of
back surgery. I only had this physical
therapist for about two weeks and then I just continued my therapy with my
dad.
